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I have hope after all. I have cri...How encouraging! I have hope after all. I have cried to Jesus for total deliverance. Lord forgive me and help me<br />Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09541938673100228156noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3051496429208566068.post-90627262195606687512016-02-18T11:49:36.977-08:002016-02-18T11:49:36.977-08:00Thank you for sharing this with me. I am praying f...Thank you for sharing this with me. I am praying for you and pray that God will guide you to the help you need. I highly recommend you find a Celebrate Recovery near you and/or talk to your pastor about where you can get help.Gunnar Hansonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04497670108044137731noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3051496429208566068.post-38665420006851633222016-02-13T08:47:37.024-08:002016-02-13T08:47:37.024-08:00I am almost 13 years into drinking on a near-daily...I am almost 13 years into drinking on a near-daily basis. Wine is my favorite. I have tried to quit more times than I can count. Six weeks is the longest that I have made it. I started drinking because being a new nurse was very stressful. Being a nurse is still stressful. Wine makes things better, until I wake up at 1 AM, and can't get back to sleep until 4 AM, and I wake up sick in the morning. I look and feel terrible. Being hungover also makes me make bad food choices the next day. I also get migraines with auras because of the wine. I have blacked-out at times. Wine keeps me home, lonely and isolated. I usually drink alone in the evening, or maybe with my husband. The day after is always horrible, full of shame and despair. I can't just drink a little anymore, so cutting back is not an option. I struggle with the thought of giving it up forever, which I know I need to do. I usually will lie, and tell myself that I can quit for now, and take it up again later. Things will be better. I will have control next time. Usually a few days into sobriety I feel better, good even, and think I can safely have one or two glasses of wine, but that always turns into three or four, then I'm right back where I was. Once I start, I struggle to stop. It takes a lot of mental preparation to abstain even for one day. I have to talk myself into that. My brother is also an alcoholic. He is worse-off than me. I have prayed for God's help, pleaded for him to save me from myself. I want him to take the cravings away. This has not happened yet. Is this something I must do alone? I know God is there. He is right here with me. I'm waiting for him to help me. I must be doing something or thinking something that is blocking him from helping me. If I don't stop soon, I fear something bad will happen. Thanks for letting me tell my story. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3051496429208566068.post-89943278987732053482015-03-30T17:23:56.523-07:002015-03-30T17:23:56.523-07:00Thank you for sharing this. I feel like a lone sol...Thank you for sharing this. I feel like a lone soldier in this. My life is a wreck and yet I continue this cycle. I am lonely and bored and use that as a reason to drink. I keep praying but I don't feel anything. I sometimes now struggle with belief and question my salvation.<br />VickieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3051496429208566068.post-20726855407530035162015-02-09T00:38:30.841-08:002015-02-09T00:38:30.841-08:00I can't seem to quit. I guess I have this prob...I can't seem to quit. I guess I have this problem where I get anxious in social situations and so I must be proactive and force myself into social situations where thre is no true protocol or I will turn into a shut in. This is really bad, so I go out and play poker in bars. It's not heavy gambling or anything, and it keeps the anxiety from blowing up. However, my drinking has gotten out of control. And now here is my therapy, this poker group, now associated with drinking. I drink till I forget things. I hurt people sometimes when I do this, of course, as I am not conscious. I am not violent, but I am more an animal than a man. And I can't break from the cravings that seem to be fused. A fear of owing control via becoming a shut in, or losing control via thrown in jail or death or worse due to the booze. Can I play poker without drinking? I doubt it. The two are strongly connected. I can tell that the alcohol causes me shame, which causes distance between me and God. This is horrible.Andynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3051496429208566068.post-76928536798783353262014-07-19T16:47:59.557-07:002014-07-19T16:47:59.557-07:00I am so glad I found this article today ,it seems ...I am so glad I found this article today ,it seems as my walk grows, been walking this Christian walked for a few years now ,I get really strong in the Lord repent all is well and then all the sudden I started drinking at a gathering or a function ,and before I know it I'm very buzzed and I'm doing things that I would not usually do ,such as fornication speaking things I shouldn't things that are not funny all the sudden are funny now ,ect.,now the difference is when I'm not buzzed I have a sound mind and I definitely don't act that way ,its like I take steps forward and then all the sudden I am 20 steps back,obviously the key ingredient to major sin in my life is alcohol but for some reason I seem to forget this after time and fall back and do it ,then I wake up the next day I shamed and disgusted as I understand that this is happened more than a few times with me ,I am very afraid and don't understand how the Lord could even still forgive me because I know better ,I know I cannot drink alcohol not even a drop anymore because then I will start justifying it .I am 33 years old and can't believe to the years that I've been walking with the Lord and all the truth guidance and forgiveness he has shown me I could keep doing the same thing over and over ,and keep in mind I truly in my heart thought I had repented of it ,it is a horrible and scary feeling waking up knowing how was shamed I am and how sad I am that I hurt God hurt myself and was of course a bad example ,but I have two keep having faith or ounces really no reason for me to keep being in this world if I'm going to keep messing up .I don't mean that as a no way that I would take my own life but if I didn't have Christ I would have long ago .the guilt in the shame is too much to bear but I know I have to keep going and not look back .so long story short I am glad I found this article and that there are other people struggling with this as I am ,I'm guessing not to the decree of sense that I commit when I drink but nevertheless you know what I mean .so I would like for all of us who are reading this to pray together for all the brethern that are having this problem and finally disminish this terrible and ugly devilish scheme ,,glory to God and no matter what I know he is good jennnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3051496429208566068.post-39266751642744574842014-05-04T12:27:01.273-07:002014-05-04T12:27:01.273-07:00This was very encouraging for me to continue to ri...This was very encouraging for me to continue to rid this sin struggle with alcohol was again. I too have been looking for a way out with Jesus and felt so forsaken many time when I had a binge episode was again. I think a few years ago I finally started to attend Church and some meetings again for support against this. I'm amazed now how much opionions and confusion i found myself in as much I hated to keep drinking. It really helped hearing some of these beliefs and comments on similar battles. I have come to the point again and confessed to family and a Pastor that it is killing me to even try and have one drink. I no longer want to make excuses for having that scenario keep repeating it self over and over, time and time again. We will have victory in Jesus over drinking. With Gods's grace, take care.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3051496429208566068.post-41669999949836001752013-07-26T06:01:25.563-07:002013-07-26T06:01:25.563-07:00Thank you for writing this. There are many of us s...Thank you for writing this. There are many of us struggling with dual lives. I definitely can see how I am in bondage to alcohol. I don't binge drink or drink everyday, but in the corporate world, "happy hour" is encouraged. I didn't even realize I was in bondage because it came slowly. After many years of having a drink after a stressful week a work became the way I associated relaxation. I became a Christian in 2008, but still had the belief that drinking was harmless as long as I didn't get drunk. Well, that was hard to do while I was in the moment. So for a while, with the Lord's help, I stopped. But now, I made a friend who is very much like I used to be and drinking once a week started again. So I am now questioning my Christianity and feel like throwing in the towel. But I also know I can't live without my relationship with Jesus. I will continue to pray and ask God to forgive me and release me from this bondage. I am sick and tired of this dual life. Hearing that other Christians have struggled similarly makes me want to continue seeking God and not give up the good fight.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3051496429208566068.post-39742908176342286512012-12-26T22:48:32.270-08:002012-12-26T22:48:32.270-08:00thank you. im going through all that you are talk...thank you. im going through all that you are talking about. and grew up in the church, love the lord, always have, and go to a great church.. but lost my way. I have such a hard time saying im an alcoholic. and still dont know if i can admit it. but i want to be free from this life. like you said, tired of living 2 lives. and the one doesnt work ...i need out. so all this to say thank you for writing this. and to the haters, you dont know what its like till you have been there. i do kinda hope you dont have to know. it sucksAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com